Dont Cry for Me, Tartine

talking to my mom tonight, i realized why i can sustain myself on such a low amount of money. It’s because i 1, dont drink, which means no alcohol purchases, and 2, i dont really go out, which also saves loads of money (mainly on alcohol again). 

This is why i can afford nice things like parts to build my own computer :D

GAH i want to buy parts to build a PC. I have the money NOW, and i’m fairly certain what i have will last me until the end of the summer when i start living off another loan for school. I also hope to be making money in some way during the summer. All things are pointing to GO AHEAD AND BUY THIS SHITZZ 

BUT I’M SO FRUGAL I HATE SPENDING MONEY BUT I WANT THE STUFFS SO BADLY. 

erg. this is torture. 

preordered my WiiU

now its time to go shopping for a dinner party tomorrow night. SPEND ALL THE MONEY!!

Anxiety

Luckily there’s tumblr to express my feelings to..

ANYWAY, i’m waiting on hearing about a bunch of shit, whether its jobs or money or living arrangements.

-WHEN THE FUCK WILL I SIGN MY LEASE? : it feels like our realtor is avoiding us

-Will i be a grad student or not? : I thought i’d hear back about the grad program i applied to by now, but apparently not.

———Because i dont know if i’m in a grad program, idk if i’ll be graduating later, which is whats keeping me from accepting my first loan offer since starting school

-No clue what i’m doing for the summer: i applied to an internship that i’m hoping to hear from, but if that doesnt happen, i’m not sure what i’ll do. if it does, i need to find a place to live that i can park at, also not fun.

-I have 3 tests surrounding easter weekend. so i’ll be studying a lot

-I hope my boyfriend can come up for easter. i’d love for him to spend some time with my family and relax and have fun, though thats not really a big deal compared to everything else.

when will this semester, or better yet, school be over? i need a break, and its only been 2 weeks since spring break >_<