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I swear my biggest downfall when it comes to guys is that I care too much, which normally shouldn’t be bad. I care for compete strangers. Ive slowly come to realize that the whole nsa thing is a very bad setup for me. It at least has to be fwb, and those benefits better be available at least kind of often, not to mention you have to be friendly -_-
But in general, people grow on me so easily and I end up caring about them so quickly that anything not serious would be a disappointment. Too bad I’m to late to stop this from happening.
Starting to feel another one biting the dust. But who knows, maybe something good will happen. I’m just not expecting it. (It also doesn’t help that I haven’t talked to him about this. .. I should get on that so he at least understands how I feel!)
I go back to school in a week.
Actually, i’m feeling quite the opposite of this. Why cant school and my lease just start now? i just want everything to be back to normal! Classes, boyfriend, friends, etc. None of this bullshit of either working for the worst boss ever or doing nothing all day with no one that even somewhat interests me. I’ve gone back to that habit of eating when i’m bored… which means constantly. This is no bueno. Someone please knock me into next week already?
this job i have is poison, both in a mental and physical sense.
literally, we’re breathing in dust and mouse/pigeon shit all day
my overreaching boss sucks. I wont call her a cunt like most of my co-workers, because i feel that’s too harsh. but bitch is a good word.
Too bad she wouldnt seem like much of a bitch if it werent for how my co-workers behave. And if i try at ALL to ease any kind of tensions, its “oh fuck it mike you’re such an overachiever!” or “why the fuck are you defending that fat cunt”
i cant stand the disrespect that goes on.
Like, my boss has legitimate reasons for doing what she does (mostly) but she doesnt handle it in the best ways. It also doesnt help that my co-workers rip her apart if she so much as suggests anything they dont like.
And to make matters even worse, any other student employee has it SO easy compared to us, to the point that its just shitty management all around
One of my friends works for grounds, and her boss doesnt want them working in the rain, and since she usually doesnt have things to do, she just hangs out and still gets paid.
Another friend of mine works in another apartment. On two different occasions she and her co-workers were let out early from work (the latest one was at 11, 6 hours before their normal end) and they STILL got paid for the whole day. like c’mon!
My boss mentioned we may get out early if we got our work done yesterday (yes we had to come in on a sunday). We busted out ASSES and got so much work done with two hours to spare. We called her up, and she had MORE work for us. She tempted us with an incentive and ripped it right out from under us.
All in all this job will probably be one of the worst experiences of my life, and i have nothing i can do about it.
Oh, and on top of that, our supervisor, who makes surviving these days a whole lot easier, is really close to leaving for another job. There goes my sanity. Its been nice knowing ya.
So, i go to get a game from my friends room. well, he’s not really a friend anymore. Anyway, i go in there, awk as hell, and go to find my disk. There it is, facing up on his table. i pick it up, and go “ahh this is disgusting!” the cd had dust and grime on the important side and something wet on the other. So i go back to my room, frustrated as hell, and start to try and clean it. Upon removing SOME of the dust, i see a lot of scratches. I swear, if this cd doesnt work anymore, which i got for this past christmas, i’m going to be pissed. But i GUESS its my fault for not realized this would’ve happened with them. No respect. None at all.
BTW, its my copy of skyward sword. it better work
seriously?
why the hell is titanic sold out on a tuesday for 12:45? WHO ELSE GOES TO THE MOVIES AT THIS TIME???
fuckin A
Anxiety
Luckily there’s tumblr to express my feelings to..
ANYWAY, i’m waiting on hearing about a bunch of shit, whether its jobs or money or living arrangements.
-WHEN THE FUCK WILL I SIGN MY LEASE? : it feels like our realtor is avoiding us
-Will i be a grad student or not? : I thought i’d hear back about the grad program i applied to by now, but apparently not.
———Because i dont know if i’m in a grad program, idk if i’ll be graduating later, which is whats keeping me from accepting my first loan offer since starting school
-No clue what i’m doing for the summer: i applied to an internship that i’m hoping to hear from, but if that doesnt happen, i’m not sure what i’ll do. if it does, i need to find a place to live that i can park at, also not fun.
-I have 3 tests surrounding easter weekend. so i’ll be studying a lot
-I hope my boyfriend can come up for easter. i’d love for him to spend some time with my family and relax and have fun, though thats not really a big deal compared to everything else.
when will this semester, or better yet, school be over? i need a break, and its only been 2 weeks since spring break >_<
Kills me
error propagation AND data analysis with numbers galore. remind me again why i’m a BMB major?
