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it’s a weird feeling. today marks the beginning of graduation weekend at my school. I started freshmen year with these people, but i’m not graduating with them. I decided not to walk (because who wants to sit in the sun for 2+ hours and not get a diploma at the end?).
I guess since i am getting my MA in in January i cant complain too much, but it still feels strange.
that’s right bitches, another semester on the Dean’s list is in my future.
SUCK IT
(Source: blackladyy, via eternal-sailormoon)
too many things to deal with in my head:
1: i get attached to things so so easily (if only i could get attached to this information on Nucleosomes and the cell cyle)
2: i have a final tomorrow that i’m probably not ready for but i really have lost the motivation to keep studying
3: Not feeling too well. i just want to nap the next day away
GAH i want to buy parts to build a PC. I have the money NOW, and i’m fairly certain what i have will last me until the end of the summer when i start living off another loan for school. I also hope to be making money in some way during the summer. All things are pointing to GO AHEAD AND BUY THIS SHITZZ
BUT I’M SO FRUGAL I HATE SPENDING MONEY BUT I WANT THE STUFFS SO BADLY.
erg. this is torture.
already know today’s going to be rough
i started my day off feeling crappy, but decided i should go to class regardless.
i wasnt able to finish, or focus really, on my report to get pre-read for today, optional of course, so not horrible.
the mirror just off the front door on the T decided to be right in the way of my head as i got off. my neck still kinda hurts.
this semester needs to end soon
i am currently the most stressed out about school than i think i’ve ever been. And this is just because of some homework assignment!
The problem is every time i try and fix this coding for an LCS in python, it NEVER works how it’s supposed to. I tweak it a bit, and it works fine with a different parameter, but with the correct one is just like ‘lol no i wont do this right just cause it’s you.’
it also doesnt help that my teachers arent the best at teaching us HOW to do things. I know we should be able to put together these ideas on our own, but i barely understood the basics. I’m pretty sure i’m doing it right, but it comes out wrong no matter what i try.
Not to mention the fact that i have like 5 other assignments due for two other classes tomorrow.
UGH WHY?!?! I cant find anyone who can help either.
oh AND my apartment mates are hosting a show in our apt right now. The music would normally be fine. But i’m sitting in my room, not socializing, stressing out about this work, having no idea what i’m supposed to do, meanwhile there’s all this racket in the next room thats just pushing everything even further.
